I knew getting over you would be hard. the only thing that really is getting me through it is that i know your happy. because you see your happiness mean more to me than mine does. so if your happy without me then im glad not bitter i knew this would come to an end but i never thought so soon. the thing that really kills me is that you never will know how i really felt. i seem so and and cold. but i just need you to know i wanted to tell you i truly love you. there were so many times i wanted to tell you but is i did i know it would make you run. annd thats the last thing i wanted . so please understand i do love you. even though i dont know why we dont talk i wish you the best. i hope you find what i couldnt give you. i just want you to know you were my first real love. even it been about 3 months theres not a day i dont think about you. and what i dont get is when i think about the bad times i smile. why dont ask me. and no im not some sick freak . i just think that even though the bad times were well bad is that they were with you so really how bad could they be. it was just really another day i was with you. im not gonna sit here and lie saying im over you because well as you can see im not. i do want to tell you i miss you. and i wish you would answer my text . but at the same time im glad you dont. because im sure if you didnt feel the same way it would just hurt worse. so just know i love you and that will never change and Daniel please do me a favor and at least think about me sometimes ? and dont just think about the good or the bad try to think of both. i dont know why i want that but i do. well ive had what ive had to say so bye.